||[Nov. 30th, 2004|05:37 pm]
Help Who You Can, When You Can
I'm not sure what to do right now. My life seems to be swirling around in circles on it's way down some miserably long, dirty, rusted, old drain. I get mad at everyone for no reason, I cry for little reason, and I have panic attacks because I'm so stressed out about everything else! I'm clueless on what to do. My anti-depressant, which is also supposed to minimize my panic attacks, just doesn't seem to be working anymore. Not even my boyfriend knows what to do or how to help. Hell, I love him to absolute pieces, but anymore I just feel ... I feel like I hate him, like he's in my way, like I need to be let go. I don't know what I need, except for all of this to end! Is there anybody out there who can help?